my insides.

you know when you feel so broken,

you want to put the most depressing thing you can possibly think of as your status in facebook,

so everyone can get a taste of your feelings?

you want to eat all of the chocolate in your house?

or maybe all of the ice cream at golden spoon?

Or maybe just stop eating altogether.

You know when you want to run away from all your problems, but when you run

you're gasping for air,

but it's not because you're tired?

when you want someone to cuddle up with,

but she's dead?

or you need a sister to comfort you,

but she's gone?

That's what i'm feeling now.

boys. boys. boys.

boys may be cute.
boys may be sexy.
boys may be sweet.
boys may be caring.
boys may be trustworthy.
BUT. that's only in movies with happy endings.
i think tonight at the one and only harvest dance we all got a taste of the real boys: rude, inconsiderate, disgusting, horny.
it ended with crying, comforted by group hugs and ice cream (at least it did for me.)
i realized tonight that i can't trust boys and that i should stop hoping and wishing that that one boy will finally figure out that i would do almost anything for him to be with me. because truth be told, it won't happen. not for me at least.
just remember girls, we have eachother. and even though i would do almost anything for that boy, i will do ANYTHING for my best friends.
i love you guys,
forever and always,
katie
p.s. I HATE BOYS. end of story.