my insides.

you know when you feel so broken,

you want to put the most depressing thing you can possibly think of as your status in facebook,

so everyone can get a taste of your feelings?

you want to eat all of the chocolate in your house?

or maybe all of the ice cream at golden spoon?

Or maybe just stop eating altogether.

You know when you want to run away from all your problems, but when you run

you're gasping for air,

but it's not because you're tired?

when you want someone to cuddle up with,

but she's dead?

or you need a sister to comfort you,

but she's gone?

That's what i'm feeling now.

[excitement]

Two more days.
36 more hours.
2160 more minutes.
Honestly, I didn't think this day would ever come.
On Monday, the first day of February, I will finally get my braces off.
Finally, I can take a picture without having my smile glare in the flash.
Finally, I can bite into foods without being afraid of something popping out besides my stomach.
Ribs. Corn. Apples. MILK DUDS!
I can't handle this, I want them off now!