For Infinity

i'm sorry.
i didn't mean to hurt anyone's feelings or ruin anyone's birthday.
it just hit me. hit me hard.
jealousy, depression, longing, envy.
there is something in every single one of you girls that i wish i could have in me. whether it's beauty, strength, religion, or even wealth and boys. it all gets me sometimes. and the other night it got me real good. everything is just so overwhelming lately and i just needed a day off- which i used by the way, sunday i was in my bed all day. i watched 5 movies and only got out from under my sheets to go to the bathroom or heat up my wheat bag.-but it helped. i feel refreshed and i'm sooo ready for the new year. holla!
love aways, katie